Ending Long Vacation

Time flies...
I ended my 5 years of  long vacation...

Restarting something else... somewhere else...
And vow to do better and only the best...

Deplete

Hey hey...
Where is my positive aura and energy?
Seems to be depleting...

Dirt

My achievement are an empire of dirt...
No one shall remember...
It is just letting people down and making people hurt...

 What had I become?

Deeply...

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
upon my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disappear
you are someone else
I am still right here

what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt

I will let you down
I will make you hurt

if I could start again
a million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

The Scientist

I was just guessing At numbers and figures
Pulling the puzzles apart
Questions of science Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Is My Job Done? Over and Out

I think my job is done here...

It was a fantastic experience...
It was an amazing journey...
It was the greatest task...

Did what I can do...
Contributed what I can serve...
Advised what I can give...
Affecting what I can manipulate...
Psycho what I can play...

For myself...
Extra wages can't really revive the dead commitment...
Maybe it does... But the timing is rather too late...
Overworked, overheated, over-burnt, overhauled, an overachiever...
I am a zombie who doesn't need a heart transplant...

Anyhow...
I tried to stop the vicious cycle... and manipulate for a change...
By the end of the month, I shall know whether it works out or not...
The buck passed till me...
I hope it ended with me...

Jobs done... I am hanging tough... but I need a break... over and out...

Where to Work

Hmmmmm...

Work in office? Work in factory? Work on field? Work at home?

Wed or Not

Receiving a lot wedding shooting invitation...

Let me think think....

Old Insomnia

Suddenly insomnia...

Jumped up and listen to some old songs...
張雨生, 齊秦, 張洪量, 張惠妹, 趙傳, 童安格, 迪克牛仔, 王靖雯, 陳奕迅...

Wow! I am going to be an old fart real soon...

No Designorhea

Sometimes things get surprised...

Amazed with what seems impossible achieved...
Amazed with what had been gone through...
Amazed with what keep on losing...



It was a tough one to handle...
And I am glad it is done... and it is done pretty well...

“A good scientist is a person with original ideas. A good engineer is a person who makes a design that works with as few original ideas as possible. There are no prima donnas in engineering.”
by Freeman Dyson

No Role

Thinking about my role...
Should I stay in my comfort zone,
should I support my dad's factory to resolve the chaotic mess,
or should I walk away afar being indifferent...

We can't change the past
but we can work out the present by manufacturing the future...
or we can ruin the present by worrying about the future...



Time is running out...
Hmmm...

“You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
by Friedrich Nietzsche

CNY 2011

Happy Chinese New Year 2011...

Busy...
Eat, sleep, drink, eat more, sleep more, drink more...

Alternative?

Considering my alternative options...

The next call is about raise or fold...


When it is about one's career: always be prepared, no short cuts - hard work is the only alternative that really works for success.

Hope the re-scheduling work out.

Long Time No Sick

Long time no sick...

Duh...

Chance IV

Hello "Dys"~